Ticking time bomb

When the clock strikes 12.
I don't know what do I have.
Should I stay alive,
Or should I just end the life.

If this is the sign,
Show me something that I can hold on.
If this is the time,
Let me leave this and keep moving on.

Every minute I waiting,
Every day I pray,
The moment I feel I already get it,
You just took it away.

Can I survive?
Or will I die?
When the clock strikes 12...